Laogong, sorry for being soooo late yesterday. i would have liked it better if you screamed at me and be mad. but you didnt. you lectured me then claimed that you just dont want to talk to me anymore, and then you told me to go home myself when the bus comes. i knew you were disappointed. i didnt know what to do, other than saying a sad goodbye when the bus finally came.
but you still accompany me home. and i still cant forget the words you told me when you held my hand.
"i wanted to be angry with you, but i just couldnt bring myself to scold you."
you changed a great deal, and i knew it's because you love me.
you know what?
i love you one great deal too.
thanks for accepting me the way i am, and also the efforts you made to make me a better person. i would have NEVER live my life the way i live it now without you.
happy 498 days, in 2 more days, it would be 500days.
-`still continuing to count those days of love since 15dec`o8
honestly, i really hate the "no camera" policy, must go find some camera without sparks then have it permitted to take pics in jurong island, or else, after so long here in cptc, no memories to look back to. especially the beautiful night scenes on jurong island.
anyways, this week i'm a good kid! i never sleep in class or what. but i have to say that after attachment these 6 weeks, i have stronger immunity! cos regardless of rain or shine, i am still out in the field. just that, i'm getting a bit sick these days. so i must take care! i understand it's like flu season! so you all should take lots of care too!
attachment at CPTC! omg, i could hardly wake up the first few days! it was like 0630 for the first three days, and i got caught for sleeping in class one the second day by syed. i had forgotten not to take the flu medication in the morning, so i got drowsy then i fell asleep. that syed also never ask why, then he just made me stand behind the class as punishment! -'-
anyways, after the HORRIBLE 3 days in the morning, i finally get to wake up at like 1000 instead of the omfgawd 0630. thank god! but the bus transport is weird too. the schedule stated 1130, but the first bus went at 1120?!?!?!?! wtf! i think their clock work too fast. must be some super battery.
off to do some research for logbook, tomorrow need to hand in le! OMG!
*P.S. : dear celest meimei, sorry for not pei-ing you these days! will jio you out soon soon! LOVEs!
the colours showed already. like ow. but it seems to be getting better :D
today i went to played pool with him. walao, sibeh pro, i got owned. i want to be more pro. i want to thrash everyone that i know who plays pool better than me now. except sifu. that one is too professional, experienced. sure cannot. but maybe with confidence, i can own him by a sheer margin.
i'm meeting dr. robert tomorrow to ask about linear regression. sighs. really hate that topic. what the hell with the graphs sia, i dont even want to know how they are classified. know how to draw is already sufficient. i dont even want to know the formulaes. why memorise them when you can search on the net or get a book on those sickening formulaes when you are working already? gee. maybe i hate exams. nono, hate is a strong word. i STRONGLY dislike exams. really envy those that dont even need to go through that stupid process and yet be so successful in life. i want to be like that. guess i'm not destined to be like that. sighs. i'm ranting.
celest meimei i seeing you tomorrow! we meet earlier before i meet my teacher can?
toodles`
i really enjoy being with you. just that, maybe you think too much. if i can help you with your dreams, why not try me? ah~ again, you may not be the one for me... or vice versa.......
FAIRYTALES ARE BULLSHIT LIES. why do i still believe? no, i dont believe. NOPE, i dont.. do i? dont i? stop fooling yourself nat. no such thing as fairytales. FULLSTOP.
Laogong, sorry for being soooo late yesterday. i would have liked it better if you screamed at me and be mad. but you didnt. you lectured me then claimed that you just dont want to talk to me anymore, and then you told me to go home myself when the bus comes. i knew you were disappointed. i didnt know what to do, other than saying a sad goodbye when the bus finally came.
but you still accompany me home. and i still cant forget the words you told me when you held my hand.
"i wanted to be angry with you, but i just couldnt bring myself to scold you."
you changed a great deal, and i knew it's because you love me.
you know what?
i love you one great deal too.
thanks for accepting me the way i am, and also the efforts you made to make me a better person. i would have NEVER live my life the way i live it now without you.
happy 498 days, in 2 more days, it would be 500days.
-`still continuing to count those days of love since 15dec`o8
honestly, i really hate the "no camera" policy, must go find some camera without sparks then have it permitted to take pics in jurong island, or else, after so long here in cptc, no memories to look back to. especially the beautiful night scenes on jurong island.
anyways, this week i'm a good kid! i never sleep in class or what. but i have to say that after attachment these 6 weeks, i have stronger immunity! cos regardless of rain or shine, i am still out in the field. just that, i'm getting a bit sick these days. so i must take care! i understand it's like flu season! so you all should take lots of care too!
attachment at CPTC! omg, i could hardly wake up the first few days! it was like 0630 for the first three days, and i got caught for sleeping in class one the second day by syed. i had forgotten not to take the flu medication in the morning, so i got drowsy then i fell asleep. that syed also never ask why, then he just made me stand behind the class as punishment! -'-
anyways, after the HORRIBLE 3 days in the morning, i finally get to wake up at like 1000 instead of the omfgawd 0630. thank god! but the bus transport is weird too. the schedule stated 1130, but the first bus went at 1120?!?!?!?! wtf! i think their clock work too fast. must be some super battery.
off to do some research for logbook, tomorrow need to hand in le! OMG!
*P.S. : dear celest meimei, sorry for not pei-ing you these days! will jio you out soon soon! LOVEs!
the colours showed already. like ow. but it seems to be getting better :D
today i went to played pool with him. walao, sibeh pro, i got owned. i want to be more pro. i want to thrash everyone that i know who plays pool better than me now. except sifu. that one is too professional, experienced. sure cannot. but maybe with confidence, i can own him by a sheer margin.
i'm meeting dr. robert tomorrow to ask about linear regression. sighs. really hate that topic. what the hell with the graphs sia, i dont even want to know how they are classified. know how to draw is already sufficient. i dont even want to know the formulaes. why memorise them when you can search on the net or get a book on those sickening formulaes when you are working already? gee. maybe i hate exams. nono, hate is a strong word. i STRONGLY dislike exams. really envy those that dont even need to go through that stupid process and yet be so successful in life. i want to be like that. guess i'm not destined to be like that. sighs. i'm ranting.
celest meimei i seeing you tomorrow! we meet earlier before i meet my teacher can?
toodles`
i really enjoy being with you. just that, maybe you think too much. if i can help you with your dreams, why not try me? ah~ again, you may not be the one for me... or vice versa.......
FAIRYTALES ARE BULLSHIT LIES. why do i still believe? no, i dont believe. NOPE, i dont.. do i? dont i? stop fooling yourself nat. no such thing as fairytales. FULLSTOP.
