LONG time ever since i last touched blog. but i really have nothing much to tell you. life has been a bitch and really there is not much description you can give a bitch.
boring, now it seems like a chore to actually update my blog when reports are piling up. sigh.
sunshine is working nowadays, so time is shorter when we are together. i guess i just have to make the time seem "longer" by treasuring every second. sigh. i miss those days when we can actually spend a lot a lot of times together. =\ i want you now!!!
oh wells, enough of rants.
i think i'm getting insomnia. hardly slept these days. maybe i should go get some pills. LAWLs.
i was talking to alison aiai on maple yesterday, made a new friend-deon. LAWLs. another crazy ass-ed guy. aiai must jiayou for exams ok? sighs, i also must jiayou. i need encouragement, i need a hug! i want to get emo.
if only everything in the world can stop this instance to let me see a bigger picture at what i'm in, perhaps i can be happier. if there is one place i rather be, it wont be here on this emotion-barren place called earth. if there is one other person who can understand me, it might just be someone from jupiter. but then again, i might not be able to speak its language, thus there's none. if there is someone i would like to rid of this moment to lighten my burden, it would be me. if there is something that can solve my problems, it would be dying. if there is something i want to have is determination. if there is something i want more, it would be courage. if there is one thing i can delete from my mind, it would be negative thoughts. if there is something i can remove from my blood, it would be laziness. if there is something i want to replace, it would be my brain. if there is something i want to selfishly snatch away from people it would be freedom. if there is something i can take over from someone, it would be opportunities. if there is one big thing i can change this world, i would want to make scenes that will result in happy endings coming true.
A - AVAILABLE : NO. B - BIRTHDAY : 4th August. C - CRUSHING ON : No one. D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD : Water. E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO : Everyone is easy. F - FAVORITE SONG : There are countless. G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS : Bear, whoo! SCARY! H - HOMECOUNTRY : Singapore I - IN LOVE WITH : My boyfriend. J - JUGGLE : CANT. K - KILLED SOMEONE : No. L - LONGEST CAR RIDE : 8+ hours? M - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR : Mocha. N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS : 0. O - ONE WISH : I wish him to be successful. P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST : My boyfriend. R - REASON TO SMILE : Him. S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD : xin tiao by wang li hom T - TIME YOU WOKE UP : 0700h U - UNDERWEAR COLOR/PATTERN : PLAIN. (sick shit..) V - VEGETABLE(s) : YUMMY. I like long beans, cabbage, potato…. W - WORST HABIT : Twitching my nose. Had that corrected, mind you. X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD : 1. Y – YOYOS ARE : Stupid. Z - ZODIAC SIGN : Goat
Random Questions About You:
Spell your name without vowels : S H Z H N What color do you wear most? : Black. Least favorite color? : Hot pink. What are you listening to? : The cars on the road. Are you happy with your life right now? : Ever since the day he stepped in. What is your favorite class in school? : Product design class. When do you start back at school? : 1994. Are you outgoing? : Pretty much. Favorite pair of shoes? : My brazilliano praia. Those are flops though. Where do you wish you were right now? : Beside my beloved.
THE CANS:
Can you dance? : A bit. Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth? : No. Can you whistle? : Yes. Write with both hands? : If you don’t mind my left-handwriting being ugly, YES. Walk with your toes curled? : YES.
THE DO'S:
Do you believe there is life on other planets? : Yes. Do you believe in miracles? : Yes. Do you believe in magic? : Yes. Do you believe love at first sight? : YES YES YES. Do you believe there’s Satan? : Yes. Do you know how to swim? : Yes. Do you like roller coasters? : HELL YES! Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows? : Sure, bring it on.
THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane? : Unfortunately, No. Have you ever asked someone out? : Yes. Have you ever been asked out by someone? : Yes. Have you ever been to the ocean? : No. Been to sea. Have you ever painted your nails? : Yes.
THE WHATS:
What is the temperature outside? : No clue. What radio station do you listen to? : GOLD 90.5/ CLASS 95 XD What was the last restaurant you ate at? : Marche What was the last thing you bought? : Chalk. What was the last thing on TV you watched? : The fairy odd parents, it’s a great cartoon.
THE WHOS:
Who was the last person you text? : My beloved. Who was the last person you took a picture of? : Me. Who was the last person you said I love you to? : My beloved, duh.
CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out? : Yes. Ever cried yourself to sleep? : Yes. What’s there to be ashamed of? Ever cried on your friend's shoulder? : No. Ever cried over the opposite sex? : Yes… Do you cry when you get an injury? : HELL NO! Do certain songs make you cry? : Yes. =\
HAPPY SECTION:
Are you a happy person? : Pretty much, YEAH. What can make you happy? : ANYTHING =) Do you wish you were happier? : No, I’m satisfied. Can music make you happy? : YES YES YES!!!!!
LOVE SECTION:
How many times have you had your heart broken? : 3. Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them? : Yes. What is your current hair colour? : Black. Current piercings? : A pair of earholes. Have any tattoos? : No. Eye color? : Black.
IN A BOY/GIRL:
Favorite eye color : Chocolate brown. Short or long hair : Short. Height : TALL, best in 1.7m onwards Best clothing : You’ll look good in everything, darling.
HAVE YOU EVER(s):
Been to jail : No. Mooned someone : HAHAHAHAHAHA. No. Laughed so hard you cried : YES. Cried in school : Nursery, because I was afraid of some American teacher. Hmmph. Thrown up in a store : No. Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today : No. Gone skinny dipping : No. Bathtub counts?
THIS OR THAT:
Pepsi or Coke : Pepsi. McDonald's or Burger King : Mac. Single or Group Dates : Both works for me. Chocolate or Vanilla : BOTH?! Strawberries or Blueberries : Stawberries. Meat or Veggies : Veg. TV or Movie : BOTH! Guitar or Drums? : Guitar. Adidas or Nike : Nike. Nothing is impossible. Chinese or Mexican : For what? Food? Or men? (HAHAHAHA!) Cheerios or Corn Flakes : Corny. Cake or Pie : Pie. MTV or VH1 : I love Music.
it's holidays! started it off staying over at sunshine's and then now in school slacking with him, damian, and yi rong. sunshine's said that later alister they all also coming. WA. so out sia. i only girl. PUI! LAWLs!
i'm currently at singapore science centre, waiting for 4pm to come. sunshine and i are waiting to watch sea monsters at the omni theatre. it's 10 bucks for like 40mins?! OMGAWD! ah wells~
the popcorn here at science centre is ew, so dont try. i much much prefer the ones at GV. there are like more delicious! LOL!
today, i pon-ned school. REALLY NO MOOD AT ALL. holiday is getting to me very very fast! makes me wonder how the interview questions are coming along. will ask peipei later. haha.
1530 now. gotta to go in first. later no space! cya!
LONG time ever since i last touched blog. but i really have nothing much to tell you. life has been a bitch and really there is not much description you can give a bitch.
boring, now it seems like a chore to actually update my blog when reports are piling up. sigh.
sunshine is working nowadays, so time is shorter when we are together. i guess i just have to make the time seem "longer" by treasuring every second. sigh. i miss those days when we can actually spend a lot a lot of times together. =\ i want you now!!!
oh wells, enough of rants.
i think i'm getting insomnia. hardly slept these days. maybe i should go get some pills. LAWLs.
i was talking to alison aiai on maple yesterday, made a new friend-deon. LAWLs. another crazy ass-ed guy. aiai must jiayou for exams ok? sighs, i also must jiayou. i need encouragement, i need a hug! i want to get emo.
if only everything in the world can stop this instance to let me see a bigger picture at what i'm in, perhaps i can be happier. if there is one place i rather be, it wont be here on this emotion-barren place called earth. if there is one other person who can understand me, it might just be someone from jupiter. but then again, i might not be able to speak its language, thus there's none. if there is someone i would like to rid of this moment to lighten my burden, it would be me. if there is something that can solve my problems, it would be dying. if there is something i want to have is determination. if there is something i want more, it would be courage. if there is one thing i can delete from my mind, it would be negative thoughts. if there is something i can remove from my blood, it would be laziness. if there is something i want to replace, it would be my brain. if there is something i want to selfishly snatch away from people it would be freedom. if there is something i can take over from someone, it would be opportunities. if there is one big thing i can change this world, i would want to make scenes that will result in happy endings coming true.
A - AVAILABLE : NO. B - BIRTHDAY : 4th August. C - CRUSHING ON : No one. D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD : Water. E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO : Everyone is easy. F - FAVORITE SONG : There are countless. G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS : Bear, whoo! SCARY! H - HOMECOUNTRY : Singapore I - IN LOVE WITH : My boyfriend. J - JUGGLE : CANT. K - KILLED SOMEONE : No. L - LONGEST CAR RIDE : 8+ hours? M - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR : Mocha. N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS : 0. O - ONE WISH : I wish him to be successful. P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST : My boyfriend. R - REASON TO SMILE : Him. S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD : xin tiao by wang li hom T - TIME YOU WOKE UP : 0700h U - UNDERWEAR COLOR/PATTERN : PLAIN. (sick shit..) V - VEGETABLE(s) : YUMMY. I like long beans, cabbage, potato…. W - WORST HABIT : Twitching my nose. Had that corrected, mind you. X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD : 1. Y – YOYOS ARE : Stupid. Z - ZODIAC SIGN : Goat
Random Questions About You:
Spell your name without vowels : S H Z H N What color do you wear most? : Black. Least favorite color? : Hot pink. What are you listening to? : The cars on the road. Are you happy with your life right now? : Ever since the day he stepped in. What is your favorite class in school? : Product design class. When do you start back at school? : 1994. Are you outgoing? : Pretty much. Favorite pair of shoes? : My brazilliano praia. Those are flops though. Where do you wish you were right now? : Beside my beloved.
THE CANS:
Can you dance? : A bit. Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth? : No. Can you whistle? : Yes. Write with both hands? : If you don’t mind my left-handwriting being ugly, YES. Walk with your toes curled? : YES.
THE DO'S:
Do you believe there is life on other planets? : Yes. Do you believe in miracles? : Yes. Do you believe in magic? : Yes. Do you believe love at first sight? : YES YES YES. Do you believe there’s Satan? : Yes. Do you know how to swim? : Yes. Do you like roller coasters? : HELL YES! Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows? : Sure, bring it on.
THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane? : Unfortunately, No. Have you ever asked someone out? : Yes. Have you ever been asked out by someone? : Yes. Have you ever been to the ocean? : No. Been to sea. Have you ever painted your nails? : Yes.
THE WHATS:
What is the temperature outside? : No clue. What radio station do you listen to? : GOLD 90.5/ CLASS 95 XD What was the last restaurant you ate at? : Marche What was the last thing you bought? : Chalk. What was the last thing on TV you watched? : The fairy odd parents, it’s a great cartoon.
THE WHOS:
Who was the last person you text? : My beloved. Who was the last person you took a picture of? : Me. Who was the last person you said I love you to? : My beloved, duh.
CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out? : Yes. Ever cried yourself to sleep? : Yes. What’s there to be ashamed of? Ever cried on your friend's shoulder? : No. Ever cried over the opposite sex? : Yes… Do you cry when you get an injury? : HELL NO! Do certain songs make you cry? : Yes. =\
HAPPY SECTION:
Are you a happy person? : Pretty much, YEAH. What can make you happy? : ANYTHING =) Do you wish you were happier? : No, I’m satisfied. Can music make you happy? : YES YES YES!!!!!
LOVE SECTION:
How many times have you had your heart broken? : 3. Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them? : Yes. What is your current hair colour? : Black. Current piercings? : A pair of earholes. Have any tattoos? : No. Eye color? : Black.
IN A BOY/GIRL:
Favorite eye color : Chocolate brown. Short or long hair : Short. Height : TALL, best in 1.7m onwards Best clothing : You’ll look good in everything, darling.
HAVE YOU EVER(s):
Been to jail : No. Mooned someone : HAHAHAHAHAHA. No. Laughed so hard you cried : YES. Cried in school : Nursery, because I was afraid of some American teacher. Hmmph. Thrown up in a store : No. Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today : No. Gone skinny dipping : No. Bathtub counts?
THIS OR THAT:
Pepsi or Coke : Pepsi. McDonald's or Burger King : Mac. Single or Group Dates : Both works for me. Chocolate or Vanilla : BOTH?! Strawberries or Blueberries : Stawberries. Meat or Veggies : Veg. TV or Movie : BOTH! Guitar or Drums? : Guitar. Adidas or Nike : Nike. Nothing is impossible. Chinese or Mexican : For what? Food? Or men? (HAHAHAHA!) Cheerios or Corn Flakes : Corny. Cake or Pie : Pie. MTV or VH1 : I love Music.
it's holidays! started it off staying over at sunshine's and then now in school slacking with him, damian, and yi rong. sunshine's said that later alister they all also coming. WA. so out sia. i only girl. PUI! LAWLs!
i'm currently at singapore science centre, waiting for 4pm to come. sunshine and i are waiting to watch sea monsters at the omni theatre. it's 10 bucks for like 40mins?! OMGAWD! ah wells~
the popcorn here at science centre is ew, so dont try. i much much prefer the ones at GV. there are like more delicious! LOL!
today, i pon-ned school. REALLY NO MOOD AT ALL. holiday is getting to me very very fast! makes me wonder how the interview questions are coming along. will ask peipei later. haha.
1530 now. gotta to go in first. later no space! cya!
