boring, now it seems like a chore to actually update my blog when reports are piling up. sigh.
sunshine is working nowadays, so time is shorter when we are together. i guess i just have to make the time seem "longer" by treasuring every second. sigh. i miss those days when we can actually spend a lot a lot of times together. =\ i want you now!!!
oh wells, enough of rants.
i think i'm getting insomnia. hardly slept these days. maybe i should go get some pills. LAWLs.
i was talking to alison aiai on maple yesterday, made a new friend-deon. LAWLs. another crazy ass-ed guy. aiai must jiayou for exams ok? sighs, i also must jiayou. i need encouragement, i need a hug! i want to get emo.
if only everything in the world can stop this instance to let me see a bigger picture at what i'm in, perhaps i can be happier. if there is one place i rather be, it wont be here on this emotion-barren place called earth. if there is one other person who can understand me, it might just be someone from jupiter. but then again, i might not be able to speak its language, thus there's none. if there is someone i would like to rid of this moment to lighten my burden, it would be me. if there is something that can solve my problems, it would be dying. if there is something i want to have is determination. if there is something i want more, it would be courage. if there is one thing i can delete from my mind, it would be negative thoughts. if there is something i can remove from my blood, it would be laziness. if there is something i want to replace, it would be my brain. if there is something i want to selfishly snatch away from people it would be freedom. if there is something i can take over from someone, it would be opportunities. if there is one big thing i can change this world, i would want to make scenes that will result in happy endings coming true.
boring, now it seems like a chore to actually update my blog when reports are piling up. sigh.
sunshine is working nowadays, so time is shorter when we are together. i guess i just have to make the time seem "longer" by treasuring every second. sigh. i miss those days when we can actually spend a lot a lot of times together. =\ i want you now!!!
oh wells, enough of rants.
i think i'm getting insomnia. hardly slept these days. maybe i should go get some pills. LAWLs.
i was talking to alison aiai on maple yesterday, made a new friend-deon. LAWLs. another crazy ass-ed guy. aiai must jiayou for exams ok? sighs, i also must jiayou. i need encouragement, i need a hug! i want to get emo.
if only everything in the world can stop this instance to let me see a bigger picture at what i'm in, perhaps i can be happier. if there is one place i rather be, it wont be here on this emotion-barren place called earth. if there is one other person who can understand me, it might just be someone from jupiter. but then again, i might not be able to speak its language, thus there's none. if there is someone i would like to rid of this moment to lighten my burden, it would be me. if there is something that can solve my problems, it would be dying. if there is something i want to have is determination. if there is something i want more, it would be courage. if there is one thing i can delete from my mind, it would be negative thoughts. if there is something i can remove from my blood, it would be laziness. if there is something i want to replace, it would be my brain. if there is something i want to selfishly snatch away from people it would be freedom. if there is something i can take over from someone, it would be opportunities. if there is one big thing i can change this world, i would want to make scenes that will result in happy endings coming true.
