honestly, i really dont have moods to blog but hey, it's here, so blog a bit.
for the past few months, i had been spending time with my gan mei, celest. though she is like jovial on the outside, but inside, there's always this grey patch of matter that seems to be unable to solve.
but i'm glad i stepped into her life, made it better even though it was just like a day or two we really get to meet up. recently, we met up more often (mostly at vivo, LAWLs. Marche to be precise) and she seemed to be opening up bit by bit to me. i wont enclose any details in my blog, cos it's privacy isues, but i daresay, she has grown up a lot for just this short period of time. although she always mentioned that she doesnt want to grow up, deep down inside, she still knows that she is growing gradually and of course, MUST grow up. i'm proud of her growing stronger each day, and definitely wish that she will mature gradually and plan for her future soon. mei, (i know you like pink so yea, i use pink lo) there's no point in crying when those tears keep falling. during those times when you hurt yourself by loving. there's no use in staying in those past memories that kept you in the dark for centuries, and yet, you just continue believing. so let go those memories by their leash, and hold on to those fresh beginnings. so no more water droplets from those eyes of yours. just embrace the life you are living.
stay happy and think positive. there's always a possibility that it will happen. just know that jie will protect you and support you in whatever and whenever.
honestly, i really dont have moods to blog but hey, it's here, so blog a bit.
for the past few months, i had been spending time with my gan mei, celest. though she is like jovial on the outside, but inside, there's always this grey patch of matter that seems to be unable to solve.
but i'm glad i stepped into her life, made it better even though it was just like a day or two we really get to meet up. recently, we met up more often (mostly at vivo, LAWLs. Marche to be precise) and she seemed to be opening up bit by bit to me. i wont enclose any details in my blog, cos it's privacy isues, but i daresay, she has grown up a lot for just this short period of time. although she always mentioned that she doesnt want to grow up, deep down inside, she still knows that she is growing gradually and of course, MUST grow up. i'm proud of her growing stronger each day, and definitely wish that she will mature gradually and plan for her future soon. mei, (i know you like pink so yea, i use pink lo) there's no point in crying when those tears keep falling. during those times when you hurt yourself by loving. there's no use in staying in those past memories that kept you in the dark for centuries, and yet, you just continue believing. so let go those memories by their leash, and hold on to those fresh beginnings. so no more water droplets from those eyes of yours. just embrace the life you are living.
stay happy and think positive. there's always a possibility that it will happen. just know that jie will protect you and support you in whatever and whenever.
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